I hate how sheltered I am by my parents. I get that Im the baby, AND Im a girl, but c’mon now.. how are you going to suppress me of my freedom now that Im almost eighteen. You keep treating me like a child, and expect me to act like an adult. I’d like to think Im a pretty decent kid, not an angel but not a fucked up one either.. I know my limits. I’ve done my fair share of things I KNOW Im not supposed to be doing, but the cops have never brought me home, nor have I ever been arrested, I’ve never had an STD, I don’t shoot up hard drugs and go to raves. I like going out, but I always come home on time do my chores on point, always put family and school first, yet when I slip up, all you do is recognize one thing I did wrong against all the right I’ve done. It’s funny how you want to set a solid strict unreasonable set of rules for me like we’re a normal functional happy family. HONESTLY, I cannot wait to experience freedom, hardship, and living my own life.. earning my own money, getting myself established without restrictions of how late Im allowed to stay up, how long I can go out, and all these chores I do. I want to do something great for myself, and not to please you.

Shit 1 more year… 

July 17, 2011